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Gone.

21 September, 2008 (13:32) | pups

Digging.

Henry died just past midnight this morning. We’d taken him to the Emergency Vet and after giving him some medication to help calm the seizure, we talked to the vet about his prognosis. We decided the best course of action would be to euthanise him.

Henry was the most beautiful dog. Everyone loved him. He came from the Lort Smith Animal Hospital when he was eight weeks old. Stella needed a brother or sister and he was the best birthday present Paul has ever received. We took Stella with us, and after walking past and having her reject all the other dogs, the staff there told us about Henry and brought him out. He’d been found as a tiny pup on the streets of North Melbourne with a German Shepherd, who we assumed was his mother. His coat was German Shepherd colouring, he was tan and white on his chest like a Kelpie, and he had a little terrier shaped head with a quizzical look and floppy ears. He was so small, and he had big pale rings around his eyes like glasses. They got smaller as his head grew bigger, but he still looked adorable. The two dogs hit it off immediately. They played and played and played while we filled out all the paperwork. Somebody else had taken Henry, but had to return him to the Animal Hospital a day or so earlier as they were unwell and couldn’t care for him properly. We were so thankful that we’d been given the chance to adopt such a beautiful boy.

Back when he was still small, he used to squeeze into the outside toilet at our Caulfield house and steal the rolls of toilet paper. We’d often come home to a proud as punch Henry sitting in the paper-strewn yard.

At Caulfield, both puppies would sleep inside in the living room, and in the mornings when Paul got up early and opened the doors, Henry would sneak down to our bedroom and, quiet as he could, crawl up onto the futon and snuggle into my tummy. Stella would always jump and lick boisterously, and get sent outside as a result, but not Henry.

Sometimes when he was confused by something, he would cock his head, and if he was still confused, he would cock it further. It was the most adorable thing in the world. Especially when he cocked his head while sitting with his front paws crossed over one another. He didn’t grow up to be as big as we expected, but his legs were always too long for his body.

We would laugh at little children in the street who were scared of his underbite.

We would laugh with delight in the street when he sang along in perfect tune with the ambulance sirens.

I’ve had a very rough year. And now I have no Henry to cuddle and lick away my tears and comfort me when I’m feeling sad that he’s gone.

Stella is on the couch with us now. She’s quiet and curled up and lets out a big sigh every so often. We all miss him so much.

We dug a grave in the yard this morning, in his favourite place to lie in the sun. We buried him with some of his towels — he would always want to sit on a towel, even on the grass. I put in a top that Vetti gave me a while back — it had blown off the line one day and was in tatters by the time I found it. Henry and Stella had quite a bit of fun that day. We put in a big slice of fresh bread loaded with Nuttelex and Vegemite and cheese. He loved cheese, and knew the sound of the food processor meant that we were grating it for nachos. His other favourite sound was the microwave beep, because that meant his dinner was ready, and dinner was his absolute favourite thing in the world. He would do a tapdance of impatience as we scooped it into his bowl, and if we were feeling scampish, we could actually make him let out a high-pitched bark of exasperation.

I put in some fresh cut jasmine from our front yard so he would smell good and a little folded crane. We laid some calico over him before filling in the grave.

Grave.

Goodbye Henry. We will never forget you.

My beautiful boy.

Comments

Comment from Paul
Time September 21, 2008 at 3:21 pm

I can’t believe how much that silly little puppy meant to me. I miss his little grumbles, his love of lying on my chest and trying to stick his tongue up my nose, his sleepy face in the morning when I open the door to come outside.

I miss walking both dogs at once, and telling Henry to stop trying to eat everything he sees, edible or not. I miss him drooling as he watches us eat our pies at the bakery, and then his happy smile as we give him some pastry.

I miss his silly greeting ritual when he sees other dogs, which consists of running up to them, and then suddenly realising he is afraid of them and doing a little dance. I miss saying, ‘RUN, HENRY!’ and laughing at his crazy laps of the yard. I even miss his silly yelp.

I miss my little friend.

Comment from Kris
Time September 21, 2008 at 5:30 pm

Crumpet and Paul - Rodd and I were very sad to hear about Henry. He was a Good Dog.

Comment from Ailsa
Time September 21, 2008 at 8:10 pm

I held my mum’s dog last year when we had to have her euthanased, and it was just the worst feeling, we cried and cried and brought her home and did a similar kind of burial ritual in their backyard. My kids still go down the back and say little ‘prayers’ for Roxy.

Dogs have this way of being part of the family, even more vulnerable than people because you’re so responsible for what you tame. I’m very glad that he had such a good life with you, and I am very sorry for your loss. RIP Henry.

Comment from Crumpet
Time September 21, 2008 at 8:46 pm

Thank you so much everyone. We really appreciate all your thoughts. Stella is so sad and so stressed. I don’t know how to cheer her up. :(

Comment from vetti
Time September 21, 2008 at 8:53 pm

i’m so sorry crumpet and paul - henry was a beautiful and cheeky dog, i liked him a lot. hugs…

Comment from kate
Time September 22, 2008 at 6:22 am

My sympathy to both of you - you obviously loved Henry very much and I’m sure he loved you too.

Comment from M. Robert Turnage
Time September 22, 2008 at 9:11 am

Condolences on your loss. I loved seeing pictures the pictures of Henry you shared.

Comment from alex
Time September 22, 2008 at 10:13 pm

My heart’s with you, Crump. I hope the next weeks pass fast, but I also hope you take the time to properly grieve your loss.

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