CrumpArt

March 17, 2010

How dare they!

Filed under: Melbourne,pups — Tags: , , , , , , — Crumpet @ 4:30 pm

All Ears (and teeth).

I recently began the habit of catching a ride half way to the city with Paul. He starts work at 8am, so I’ve been getting to the studio around 8:15 every morning. Every day for the past week or two we’ve seen the hot air balloons out and about over the city as we drive.

Occasionally in Preston, we’d be woken by insistent, angry barking from Henry, and we’d discover that he was attempting to protect the property from the big evil balloons. There’d be no consoling him, and it was hilarious — this little, floppy eared, skewiff toothed dog with extra long legs, letting loose his indignation at floating balls in the sky.

A few days ago I started a couple of tumblr blogs for Stella and Tom. Stellr and Tomblr respectively. I’ve queued up a bunch of photos and one is published each day. I’m sure Henry, the little attention seeker that he was, would be suitably jealous. I still miss him, but now I can look at the balloons and smile.

September 24, 2009

A year on.

Filed under: pups — Tags: , , , , — Crumpet @ 8:20 am

My favourite Henry pose.

A year and two days ago, my heart was broken. Henry was an exceptional dog and we miss him ridiculously. None of this was made easier by the fact that I had to bury Henry not once, not twice, but three times.

Yes, a certain long-legged puppy discovered Henry’s grave and thought that excavating the contents was a wonderful game! And that’s how I ended up with these, his crazy teeth. And while burying a beloved dog repeatedly is never fun, I’m glad I have them.

#263/365

February 17, 2009

Eyes on the prize.

Filed under: film and tv,photography,pups — Tags: , , , , , — Crumpet @ 6:08 pm

#29/365

After a week of the wideangle lens and full body shots, I ran like a crazed schoolgirl back to my beloved macro for my 365 series. My eyes weren’t dealing well at the time with the heat, so I decided to make them my focus for the week.

#30/365

After taking the above shot outside and without flash, I decided to see what I could do with it. The following picture was a bit of an experimental accident and is one of my favourites. It feels like my skin and eyelashes are part of a landscape.

#31/365

I then started using the macro less and struggling more with my pictures. The next one is altered all to hell, and I like to picture it less as a photo of my eyes, and more as a representation of a moth.

#32/365

And then another night of taking the pictures late and struggling with low light graininess as a result.

#33/365

The next day, while waiting on news about a job interview I’d been for during the previous week, I got a call from RMIT saying that it would be a very, very good idea for me to put in an application for the Master of Fine Art program. As soon as possible. After three months waiting for news on my Honours application, this was very, very exciting. And terrifying, as the job interview I’d been for was for a full-time position. I received a call from one of my referees a few hours later, who said that she’d been contacted and was fairly certain I’d get the job.

#34/365

The next day was my 10 year anniversary with Mr Crumpet. It was all going well until I found that the dogs had partially dug up Henry (…again…) and were fighting over who got to chew his jaw bones. Rather upsetting, to put it lightly. Still, I managed to get my shit together, take my application in and then go and see The Wrestler with the Mister. And this is how I felt when I got home.

#35/365

January 3, 2009

hic sunt leones

Filed under: Random,pups,reading — Tags: , , , , , , , — Crumpet @ 4:39 pm

self portrait

I’ve been procrastinating on this blog post since New Year’s Eve. Somehow, every time I sit down to think about writing it, I end up in tears. I really am not overstating things in saying that 2008 was the worst year of my life. Mostly, it was a year filled with death. With the added fun of almost complete financial ruin thanks to my employers severely cutting the hours of every casual employee on their rosters.

If you’re freezing on your left side
And you’re boiling on your right side
Then I guess you might be warm upon the line
There are many ways one can divide a life
And I’ve got mine

I was flying home and I
Saw the sunset from the sky
I saw the dark come spooning down upon the land
And I thought about the distance we all cover
And it made me sad

And as the old year took a bow
And joined the setting sun
It comes around again
Like a refrain
And we all sing along
And think of things we should’ve done
Till one year when the new year never came

Little comfort, little comfort
I’m afraid you’re not enough
I’ve had some learning both unwelcome and unkind
And it seems there’s but one story told
And then re-worked all throughout time

Are you a good one or a cruel one
Is it just the laws that make us bad
What can we do to measure where we stand
Well I judge myself by what I give to someone else
So I’ll know where I am

Don’t let that sense of urgency betray you in the dark
The rustle of a curtain’s not a sign
Don’t frame this picture now
As some kind of closing remark
And most of all stay warm upon the line
Most of all stay warm upon the line
It’s best if you stay warm upon the line

For the past week I’ve had this song running through both my head and my iPod. One of the few things I did spend money on in 2008 was Josh Pyke’s new album, Chimney’s Afire. I haven’t had a radio for a long time, so haven’t heard of a lot of new musicians. I’m finding this nice, because when I do discover something I love, it comes free of preconceived notions and others opinions. I’d downloaded one of his earlier songs from iTunes when they had it as free song of the week. After listening over and over and over, I took myself down to JB HiFi and splashed out on this and Red Letter Year by Ani DiFranco. The latter has left me a bit cold — I’ve only managed a few listens — but the former has been pretty much on constant repeat since.

I appreciate the sentiment here. I don’t want to fall into the trap of thinking that now 2008 is over, all the crappy shit that happened is done and everything from here on in will come up roses. But I do appreciate the idea of marking time, a circle around the sun, starting afresh. I hated 2008, but I don’t want to, or shouldn’t, forget the things that happened. I’m not even going to look back at last years resolutions, because I know they all went to hell (well, if I believed in hell) in a handbasket around about March.

after

I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It’s when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.

I was reminded of this snippet from To Kill A Mockingbird the other day, when I stumbled across it on the Contrariwise blog. That’s my goal for the year. Courage. Perseverance. In the little things and the big things. See them through. That ball of yarn up there that got tangled in the dyebath? I think it’s a lost cause, but I’m going to try and untangle it anyway.

Tom? We’ve had a rough time these past couple of months, but we’ve made a commitment and all the hard work and stress is paying off. Tom attacked Stella a month or so ago when he found a bone dumped outside our house and Stella came near him. Our parents and our friends thought we were doing the wrong thing and expressed opinions about taking him back to the greyhound adoption program. But I’m not giving up on my puppy. Stella’s had her stitches out. Every day since we’ve been working with Tom to weed out his food aggression issues and it’s working, slowly but surely. This morning we brought them both in to lay on the bed for a while and they fell asleep using each other as pillows.

stitched up

Aside from that, I really can’t make resolutions for 2009. Because I don’t know what’s happening. I’m stuck in no man’s land waiting for answers. I’ve applied for my honours year at uni, and while everyone else from printmaking has heard and been accepted, I’ve only received a letter saying that my application is still being processed and I’ll hear as soon as there is news either way. Earlier in the year I was “let go” from a crappy casual second job I had at Mr C’s work because I couldn’t guarantee my future availabilty. I didn’t get the job at the yarn shop because the people interviewing me think I’m good enough to succeed with my Pixar goal and hence, didn’t want to bother training someone who would leave after a year (note to self: don’t accidentally spill life plans and dreams during job interviews). So I’m stuck in a job that I hate, with its dwindling hours, until I find something better. So I’ve applied for jobs and am now waiting to hear about those as well. Everything in my life feels like it’s frozen. I’m headed into uncharted territory.

Hic sunt leones.

all that's left.

November 15, 2008

Eight weeks.

Filed under: pups — Tags: , , , , , , — Crumpet @ 11:54 pm

Peace lily.

Back sometime in 2001, Mr C’s mum gave me a peace lily. I used to keep it in my office when I worked in advertising. It flowered a lot when it was young, but it’s been all leaves for years now.

The day after Henry died, I noticed a flash of white amongst the green, and I’ve been watching it slowly unfurl ever since.

This is Henry’s lily now, and it always will be.

September 23, 2008

Dogs in the Park

Filed under: animation,music,pups — Tags: , , , , , , , — Crumpet @ 5:20 pm


Dogs in the Park from Leonie Connellan on Vimeo.

I made this video back in 2006 — it was for my Hybrid Media class it’s the first stop-motion/animation type thing I ever did. It’s a little jittery, but I love Henry’s tail wagglings. The music is Dogs in the Park by The Happies, a brilliant band I used to stalk follow on mp3.com back in it’s heyday. Their website doesn’t seem to work anymore, but you can find them on Eden’s Watchtower Records and MySpace. The whole album Meet the Happies, which this track is from, can be downloaded for free from Reverbnation.

(Sorry, it’s a pretty big file and takes a little while to download. If the video is jumpy, that’s why. I’ll see what I can do about replacing it with a smaller file. In the meantime, be patient.)

September 21, 2008

Gone.

Filed under: pups — Tags: — Crumpet @ 1:32 pm

Digging.

Henry died just past midnight this morning. We’d taken him to the Emergency Vet and after giving him some medication to help calm the seizure, we talked to the vet about his prognosis. We decided the best course of action would be to euthanise him.

Henry was the most beautiful dog. Everyone loved him. He came from the Lort Smith Animal Hospital when he was eight weeks old. Stella needed a brother or sister and he was the best birthday present Paul has ever received. We took Stella with us, and after walking past and having her reject all the other dogs, the staff there told us about Henry and brought him out. He’d been found as a tiny pup on the streets of North Melbourne with a German Shepherd, who we assumed was his mother. His coat was German Shepherd colouring, he was tan and white on his chest like a Kelpie, and he had a little terrier shaped head with a quizzical look and floppy ears. He was so small, and he had big pale rings around his eyes like glasses. They got smaller as his head grew bigger, but he still looked adorable. The two dogs hit it off immediately. They played and played and played while we filled out all the paperwork. Somebody else had taken Henry, but had to return him to the Animal Hospital a day or so earlier as they were unwell and couldn’t care for him properly. We were so thankful that we’d been given the chance to adopt such a beautiful boy.

Back when he was still small, he used to squeeze into the outside toilet at our Caulfield house and steal the rolls of toilet paper. We’d often come home to a proud as punch Henry sitting in the paper-strewn yard.

At Caulfield, both puppies would sleep inside in the living room, and in the mornings when Paul got up early and opened the doors, Henry would sneak down to our bedroom and, quiet as he could, crawl up onto the futon and snuggle into my tummy. Stella would always jump and lick boisterously, and get sent outside as a result, but not Henry.

Sometimes when he was confused by something, he would cock his head, and if he was still confused, he would cock it further. It was the most adorable thing in the world. Especially when he cocked his head while sitting with his front paws crossed over one another. He didn’t grow up to be as big as we expected, but his legs were always too long for his body.

We would laugh at little children in the street who were scared of his underbite.

We would laugh with delight in the street when he sang along in perfect tune with the ambulance sirens.

I’ve had a very rough year. And now I have no Henry to cuddle and lick away my tears and comfort me when I’m feeling sad that he’s gone.

Stella is on the couch with us now. She’s quiet and curled up and lets out a big sigh every so often. We all miss him so much.

We dug a grave in the yard this morning, in his favourite place to lie in the sun. We buried him with some of his towels — he would always want to sit on a towel, even on the grass. I put in a top that Vetti gave me a while back — it had blown off the line one day and was in tatters by the time I found it. Henry and Stella had quite a bit of fun that day. We put in a big slice of fresh bread loaded with Nuttelex and Vegemite and cheese. He loved cheese, and knew the sound of the food processor meant that we were grating it for nachos. His other favourite sound was the microwave beep, because that meant his dinner was ready, and dinner was his absolute favourite thing in the world. He would do a tapdance of impatience as we scooped it into his bowl, and if we were feeling scampish, we could actually make him let out a high-pitched bark of exasperation.

I put in some fresh cut jasmine from our front yard so he would smell good and a little folded crane. We laid some calico over him before filling in the grave.

Grave.

Goodbye Henry. We will never forget you.

My beautiful boy.

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